This song really helps me to be a little happy when I'm down...... ...... wonder when will that happen...... thoughts now too random, too pain for me to recall...... hope one day things will turn out fine...... It pains me to see you sad...... So..... please don't be sad, be happy...... actually...... if you are happy, I'm happy no one wants to see their******** sad...... I'm fine if I got to let you go...... Because, ...... I will respect your decision It's alright....... really......
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EMPTY :: Saturday, August 23, 2008, 18:26
Life....... Friendship....... All these is hard to get but easy to lose. It is fragile, and must be handled with care. Can't believe my eyes that one of my classmates, Ninnart is leaving..... sometimes people just come and go...... that is why we must learn how to treasure our loved ones and friends...... Shriram, if you are reading this, listen here: I did not do it on purpose to ignore you, but it is just very difficult for me to take my results lightly, especially one that I have master in and study real hard for it...... Nobody is perfect, and just like that, even I make mistakes I have think it over and over again, what am I here for ? ...... and I got a answer. I got to fufil my destiny no matter how hard and how much I am against the odds.... one's life is to live it fully and I have decided that it is time that I fufil my purpose here...... I hope you can forgive me, but if you can't do it, then don't force yourself...... I just don't want you to misunderstand me..... People come and go, maybe, it will be my turn. I don't know when will it be but just before it ends, I got to fufil what I am suppose to do...... maybe this is a little much to expect, but if you got to hate me, the go on as I really have nothing to stop you, but just hope you don't because we,humans live on Earth in harmony. No one is to hate. Life is just like that, my health is failing, I just need to do whatever is needed of me to do..... Hope you can understand...... Friendship is like a boat, one wrong move and thats it, it is gone forever although ninnart says she will be coming back but it is like the whole class will miss her, just like I miss Adora...... and life...... the birth of one and the death of one....... one one knows when it is their turn, so it is best to ask yourself a question: What am I here for? Did GOD send me here for a purpose? Think about it and start to reflect on it..... the world is full of happiness,anger,sadness,bitterness But I want a world which everyone knows a word: PEACE Wars are just a dark side of a human and its impact is great.
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EMPTY :: Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 17:51
Grr...... Did quite well for physics.... but...... 为什么？ 为什么？ 为什么你选择了他，明明知道他会伤你的心。 你真得太傻了。 有什么是我都会在你的身旁，和你一起分享你的喜怒哀乐。 可是， 你为什么做出这样的选择？ 为什么？ 我的头脑真的要爆了，我心已经被你刺麻了。 我很累，真的很累。 真的很累。
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EMPTY :: Sunday, August 17, 2008, 06:00
Why ...... why does this happen to my friends ? Why are they getting hurt..... Why....
The song in the background is called 诀别诗 诀别诗 出鞘剑 杀气荡 风起无月的战场 千军万马独身闯一身是胆好儿郎 儿女情 前世帐 你的笑活着怎么忘 美人泪 断人肠 这能取人性命是胭脂烫 绝别诗 两三行 写在三月春雨的路上 若还能打着伞走在你的身旁 绝别诗 两三行 谁来为我黄泉路上唱 若我能死在你身旁也不枉来人世走这趟 出鞘剑 杀气荡 风起无月的战场 千军万马独身闯一身是胆好儿郎 儿女情 前世帐 你的笑活着怎么忘 美人泪 断人肠 这能取人性命是胭脂烫 绝别诗 两三行 写在三月春雨的路上 若还能打着伞走在你的身旁 绝别诗 两三行 谁来为我黄泉路上唱 若我能死在你身旁也不枉来人世走这趟 绝别诗 两三行 写在三月春雨的路上 若还能打着伞走在你的身旁 绝别诗 两三行 谁来为我黄泉路上唱 若我能死在你身旁也不枉来人世走这趟
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Today...... People like you and me, had decided to hurt me over and over again My friends, you too have decided to do that and now, the old me is dead 旧的我已经被身旁的人逼死了。
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EMPTY :: Friday, August 15, 2008, 21:03
WHWH why are you so stubborn ? Sometimes people give you good advice but you choose not to heed it. I hate you and at the same time, love you I'm confused by the two feelings I have for you...... I hate you because you are with EP, which I tell you that his character sometimes is'nt good Why did it have to be like this???? Why
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EMPTY :: Monday, August 11, 2008, 08:49
Today going to meet up with Cheng Chuan and Fang Xing to study for the common test. Hope that everything will go smoothly and get good grades for hte common test. Got to study physics, E maths and A maths. Got to go soon, that all. Bye bye
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EMPTY :: Sunday, August 10, 2008, 13:29
People........ Creatures with feelings....... But why, why........ Humans are creatures able to express their feelings. But how come some things we are just not able to express out ? Why..... Can someone tell me why....... why people just choose to ignore their feelings and do the things which are against their conscious. How come humans just can't co-exist with nature....... why........ why......
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EMPTY :: Saturday, August 09, 2008, 22:54
What a day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!! The NDP was quite ok..... only thing is the performance is a little bad. Happy that Singapore is getting older, and my work are still piling up! Grr..... AWK is sure gonna kill me! Yesterday, the Opening ceremony for the Beijing 2008 olympics rocks! hahaha A little high^^ BUT....... It is not going to happen. Got to stay at MF for the whole 4 years.... Oh well.... At least there is something for me to hold on and to pursue. Wonder whether zack's temper had subside..... Knowing what happen between ** and him, there is no way that they can remain as friends unless he start to treasure his friends, not only ** but ALL of his friends. I am not being harsh here but it is a fact, why would a friend feel so down just because of him.... I don't get it, the motive for his actions... Till now, his temper is a bad as ever. Haix..... Anyone could make him turn around and don't let him do the wrong things again. 谁能不让他译错再错？我不喜欢看到我的朋友一直错下去，我的新悔恨难受。你可以责怪我，骂我，但我必须把你拉回正道。 Who could help me ......
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There is no chance....... not anymore. Why do things have to turn out this way ?
Anyway, on friday we went to collect our prize for the podcast competition and we were very happy. On wednesday, we went to Serangoon Secondary to see our school going to another competition and during the prize presentation, our school won LOTS of trophies! We are one of the big winners and all of us were congratulate the members who worked so hard for the competition... My friend have not send me the photos and after sending it to me, I would upload it.
Last but not least, Good luck for the common test!
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EMPTY :: Sunday, August 03, 2008, 14:54
As we get to a higher position, we tend to do things without caring about other's feeling. In this world, who can exist alone, without a friend? The answer is no one, because the matter of fact that we need each other support in order to succeed. No one can be so heartless, as the chinese saying goes:人非草木，谁能无情. This sentence tells us that no one can be heartless, but sometimes, we tend to forget and go on to hurt other people's feeling. No one can blame you, but one day when you are down, you will find that no one will help you, why ? because for the matter of fact that you hurt them, not once but many times. So, people who read this, especially my friends, think about this, whether you have hurt others because of fame, or honor ?If yes, please stop, as this cannot continue go on. I don't want to see two of my friends fighting with each other because the other party did not care about the person's feelings.
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EMPTY :: , 06:53
I was hoping that zack and CC can talk things nicely to wenyi because their argument on her blog was so heated up that yayun and I got to ask them to cool down. CC and zack, cool down! I know how you feel but can you two spare a thought for wenyi? She already showed her committment by going to choir practice right after her piano exams, even though the fact that she need not come. This shows that she is committed and just because of competitions, you two cannot just condamn her, instead you two must learn how to understand and try to stand in her shoes. She is involved in many competitions, as a matter of fact, I recommended her to the chinese teachers because she is good. All these competitions are not for nothing, she is representing the school! It is an honor that the is epresenting the school and if she did win something, it would be the glory for the school. So, I feel that you should'nt just vent all your anger on her and give her some space so that she can relax as she has quite a lot of pressure. Let her cool down and talk thing NICELY...
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EMPTY :: Saturday, August 02, 2008, 16:47
The mindset of people. Why do they think of the way that is not the right way. What is right ? What is wrong ? All these are created by humans, you and I. People who think that they are a higher class and thus, start to bully others thta they thought that are of a 'lower class' then them. All this happens because of the influence of others. One of the main thing is not for the others to misunderstand. Misunderstanding is a very big issue and thus should be avoided at all cost. Can you all stop misunderstand ** , ** has a lot of pressure and can all of you stop giving ** pressure ? Why all of you must be so cruel ? Don't 'mistreat' ** . Give ** some space to settle her/ his problems. That is the problem of human. They think themselves as perfect creature, but there is a sentence which says: It is human to err. So why are you forcing her/him to explain something you would not believe? Please stop. I'm begging you, stop forcing ** .
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The day has come...... Everyone has to be apart...... Can anyone tell me why ? How come people are like that???? The day you come, the day you leave all in just the blink of an eye. Could you not leave ? Everyone miss you. Don't Leave......
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EMPTY :: Friday, August 01, 2008, 20:34
Now it is closer to common test. Wonder what to do ???????? WHO should I choose ? I really want to tell her but just don't want to be hurt again and lose our friendship. What should I do ????????? Can anyone tell me ? Who can do that ?
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THE LONESOME SOUL
Goh Benjamin
I watch, i feel, from there i learn....through the colours of the world, i paint a beautiful picture that is far from the ugliness of reality
The world is an illusion, a painful one. Wishes You to be fine
Friends to be happy
To remember her, my god sister forever
World to be peaceful
And don't rip credits, thanks.
