EMPTY :: Wednesday, December 29, 2010, 08:53
When i have the time after this week, i'll go edit a few of the new blogskins i downloaded and change it. Time to change skin i guess. This skin has been here for quite a while already. Time to head to work. Will continue my update tonight.
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EMPTY :: Monday, December 27, 2010, 08:49
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Maybe i'm just thinking too much about some stuff, here and there. I'll stop it then.
Boxing day wasn't great.......
Apparently they went out but didn't ask me at all.
I was pondering, all the past outings we have together when i went with them, do they sincerely want me to come. It doesn't seem the case, looking at how they didn't ask me whether i could come or not.
How i wish i could always join them.......is it so difficult of a thing to ask? It's not like i just know you ppl for a while. It has been a long time.
You always asked me for basketball, lan and stuff but why don't you also ask me whether i could go with you ppl. It seems you'll invite me only for basketball, lan and nothing else.
You'd always ask me not to be home all the time when i didn't want to go basketball or lan with you and other bunch of friends. The thing is, someone did asked me once why i'm always at home. I didn't know how to answer them cos the answer is brutally cold: No one bothered to ask me out.
I know i have an uber small social circle, not like others, which is why those who are in are considered one of my very good friend. Yet, even if they are considered, i always wondered whether i'm their friend or not cos when the group have an outing, most of the time i was never asked whether i could come. You ppl just forget about me, like i didn't exist at all.
Main matters on hand, i need to stop thinking about stuff now.
All in all, I just want to know: why no one wanted to ask me whether i'm free during boxing day?
Why can't i go out with you ppl.......
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EMPTY :: Saturday, December 18, 2010, 08:32
When i looked at your eyes......there is always something i can see.
People used to say: "The eyes are the window of your soul" and i got to agree with that.
I see sorrow, i see the some child like hope but the sorrow part tends to portray itself more. I wonder what has happened since the period when i was busy with exams and i really can't help but worry are things gonna be alright.
Since i have the time now(despite working). I'll try to help as much as possible.
Whatever promises i made, be it few days or months back, i'll fulfill it, i promise.
There's a song which i heard while working and the lyrics are meaningful
I'll Be There - Jackson 5
You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there
I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there
I'll be there to comfort you,
Build my world of dreams around you, I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on
Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there
If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there
(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)
I'll be there, I'll be there, whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...
The lyrics are beautiful isn't it?
Just call my name and i'll be there.
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EMPTY :: Wednesday, December 15, 2010, 00:27
I have a simple wish right now for Christmas. It can happen before Christmas or after so long as it happens. I wanna go out with you/you + friends for at least a day.
you're the only lady.........that i miss so dearly
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EMPTY :: Saturday, December 04, 2010, 08:32
Been a long time since i last posted. Now posting by phone. Though i still have yet gotten a sim card. Doing a short post now.
Ms Wang invited me to the CO camp. Talked to her about some stuff but overall it was a good talk. Spent 5 hours there. Waited for her to settle her CO students for like 2 hours and talked with her for 3 hours odd before leaving cos its already midnight and they are turning in.
you are still not okay......its getting real worrying
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