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EMPTY :: Thursday, February 25, 2010, 11:35

Now in lan shop using comp cos comp at home got some prob.

The last post in my blog at the botom in italics was actually an excerpt on my story i'm currently writing but i have deleted that part because i want to change it a bit and when i post the whole story, it'll be a surprise. Main point is about one making mistakes and learning them. My story is still developing halfway so i can't show you guys soon. Anyway i won't be able to come online for at least a month.....or maybe eariler if problems is fixed sooner. So yea, anything just msg me or call me. Thanks

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EMPTY :: Monday, February 22, 2010, 00:02

you can rest assure that i'll help

Today spent almost all my time outside. But there is a place i want to go but can't. ):
Studies are okay....slowed down a little but other than that everything is okay. Got to try and find some other work, looking high and low for one. Oh ya, and i'm trying to crack my head over a problem. Well.....not exactly my problem but i'll treat it as mine. Patience is the key, can't rush.....

Will blog again sometime later if i'm free.......now time to get back to things which i'm supposed to do.
yh, be well....hang on, i'll be there for you, i promise

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EMPTY :: Thursday, February 18, 2010, 23:07

After work, feeling a little tired but still motivated....motivated to do things because of a promise, an oath.

Just now just saw something and was feeling a little crappy now...my mind wondering lots of things right now but it's okay, not gonna let that affect me too much
it does really bothers me that you, yh aren't doing well, very worried about her right now......
. Anyway there's work tomorrow and i'll blog tomorrow. bye!

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EMPTY :: Monday, February 15, 2010, 12:37

Having a busy chinese new year last 2 days so i wasn't able to come online.

Went to my grandfather's place for reunion dinner on the eve of chinese new year and then yesterday went there again to visit, all or i say most of my relatives went there to have steamboat and teppenyaki for lunch, then went out. Today going out to have some fun on the second day of new year, maybe visiting a few friends too.

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EMPTY :: Friday, February 12, 2010, 22:33

if all my friends were to jump off a bridge, i wouldn't follow. i'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall. - anonymous

today got no work(: so morning went back to school to watch the celebration before meeting up with ishan and the rest. we then waited for wy at AMK hub before the ladies decided to go to kbox to eat and sing. went with ishan, wy, sarah and vivian. sang till about 1600h then i sent wy, ishan and sarah to their bus stop before meeting up with cc in arcade. played for a while before going to the library. went to borrow 2 books and now left with one more which is on loan.

guess i'll have to speed up my revision soon, it's now moving quite slowly, thanks to my hectic schedule, need to draw a timetable soon. but it's so far so good i can say(: later going out to some place again. okay blog till here, will come back soon to update..
i miss you, yh

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EMPTY :: Wednesday, February 10, 2010, 23:35

today's update will be short. going to some place later. i'm kinda surprised that i don't have much to blog today....anyway, listened to a song while eating dinner and found it quite nice, an old song by maroon 5, song title is she will be loved. i loved that song. anyway today is a nice day, excluding some stupid events that happened. i'm waiting for the movie summer wars to come out before catching it. these few weeks have been quite busy, am hoping for some free time to relax a little before heading full steam ahead. i saw gr 3 times last few weeks, hope to speak to him someday cos i can't seem to find the time. okay, i will blog tomorrow, ending here cos my mind is blank.
yh, you said you're mentally unsound but i know you aren't. anything look for me, for i'll be right beside you to help you, love you and protect you. even if you're mentally unsound, i'll still take care of you, love you and protect you cos i really and truly love you. and gengrui, please treat your sister well, i'll do anything to take good care of her, love her and protect her. i can even make an oath. you and your parents don't have to worry for i truly love your sister. i promise to take care of her, i will.

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EMPTY :: Tuesday, February 09, 2010, 23:55

it'll last, i promise

today work was quite hectic, knocked off around 2100++
anyway, went to the library to borrow some books. quite skinny i can say but nice to read. anyway, today was a fine day besides some hiccups.

anyway to continue from yesterday, after wy and yh left, we went to arcade to play the same racing game again before going back. really enjoyed myself that time. okay just a short post for today, tomorrow continue again.
feeling not so good but can't say.....i'm quite worried about yinghan, sigh.....hope she feels better. i have faith in her. i'll try to help her cos i love her, even if it means laying my life, i'll still do it. yinghan, stay strong, i'll always be there for you. ily.


never give up

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EMPTY :: Monday, February 08, 2010, 23:12

yesterday went out and have lots of fun. first met with wy at cheers before going to ajisen ramen to book 4 seats. then meanwhile after both of us ordered, bob and cc came, so we ate together and then went off to the arcade. i was playing jubeat halfway when yh came. so after finishing off with jubeat we went to play some racing game in before heading to orchard for k. didn't really sing much english songs as i can't remember what to sing and those that i can remember were not there. anyway have a fun time at the k. so after k we went to take some neoprints and then went off to pastamania to have our dinner.....man, can say we all really regret going there. so after that head off to takashimaya to shop for wy's gift but because wy cannot decide on what to get, we ended up shopping for cc's clothes back in bishan after he could not find anything suitable for him in orchard. another twist is we went to arcade while wy and yh went to don't know where before looking for us telling us they are leaving, i gave yh her birthday present before she leave, hope she'll like it. okay, not much time left, will continue tomorrow. so bye!
i love you yinghan, i truly do. you said who guys like doesn't last but i'm going to show you mine last cos i not only like you but i also love you. i promise to take care of you. take care yinghan. be strong, i'll always be right beside you

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EMPTY :: Saturday, February 06, 2010, 00:31

today didn't expect work to end early....way too early. anyway tomorrow going out to settle some stuff before having fun:) went out with cc after work then meet up with bob for a game of arcade before heading home. gee, i need to study a little later cos i need to plan my time. this whole time is crucial. juggling between A's, O's and poly....sigh, will do it not at the expense of anything. A's little stress, just worried about poly as O's are covered so far so good:)

okay, it's late. will blog tomorrow. bye!

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EMPTY :: Friday, February 05, 2010, 00:27

hello ppl, i'm back but can only go online late at night cos busy working. this is just a short update. lol

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