EMPTY :: Monday, April 27, 2009, 20:10
Today stayed back to do some of my physics work....it's like we got to complete the WHOLE TYS......
went back home around 1900h......
mid year exams is getting nearer, very afraid of it.......
and oh well....shouldn't be too hype anymore......reverting to my normal self.....
hyping is good, but too much of it sucks.....should remain calm and yeah.....back to my previous self......should hype at the right time....
YIRUMA'S SONG ROCKS!!!!
all of his songs are nice.....all classical and instrumental.....on the piano.
looking back at these few months, it had been very bad......too bad that it inflicted me with a deep wound. I hope that wound can recover and I look forward with positive things in my life.
Have I said this before that my friends are the only people I got? I treasure all of them and treat everyone of them as a valuable asset but I've accidentally destroyed some and am trying....praying that it'll mend back. I know all of it is my mistake, mistakes I've made that destroyed my friendship with others. I'm very sorry about that and I promise I wouldn't commit the same mistakes again. I hope I can be forgiven for all my mistakes....this will be the last time and I promise such things will not happen again. I can't go without friends....they're like my company, people who I can study and play with.......without them...life is going to be bitter like it'll be nothing......and I guess I got to admit that losing a friend is like having a limb or part of me dissected off me. It is very painful......so I'm trying day by day to do whatever I can to mend the friendship that had been destroyed by my mistakes.
That's it....first time stop to think is my life THAT perfect or wonderful in this year.....but it seems like no to me......
I'm trying......trying every second
every minute
every hour
every moment
and everyday.........
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
