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EMPTY :: Friday, June 19, 2009, 09:25

i couldn't believe i got the wrong time and date.......
no wonder just wasted a trip like that.
school's going to reopen soon and prelims are near.....around the corner, need to do my best to focus......just need to try.
why don't you give me a chance, to forgive me? i know in the past it is my mistakes, but you couldn't give me a chance....i don't know why you can give others a chance and forgive them but you can't do the same to me. sometimes i wonder, from the start do you consider me as a friend at all? we had fun times together and just because you know i like you in the past, you've changed, you broke your promise. you told me it wouldn't affect our friendship but it did.... i shouldn't have told you at all. i'll rather not let you know to keep our friendship than to let it crumble. i don't know what's going on in your mind. sometimes i also wonder is it you who cannot let go of something and that something prevents you from forgiving me and let me be your friend again. and sometimes i also wonder.....from the start do you consider me as a friend or something else. but i'll wait.....no matter how long for your forgiveness and still hope i can be your friend again. i promise not to disappoint you again and show that i can be one of your best friend. lastly, i hope that the person you like will love you back and take care of you for the rest of your life. i wish you all the best. thank you for being such a wonderful friend in the past for about 3 months although i know you since a year ago. but remember....i'll always be watching over all my friends and if you ever need someone, you can count on me. i'll stand from afar to watch and pray for your safety.

songs are beautiful, some of them sends the message clearly out.
going to finish up my third and start on my forth.......anyway, thanks sis, you woke me up completely. don't be sad k? kor will always love you. i know things are my fault, but i'll try to settle myself, don't worry.

It all ended in a teardrop. Empty

THE LONESOME SOUL

Goh Benjamin


I watch, i feel, from there i learn....through the colours of the world, i paint a beautiful picture that is far from the ugliness of reality The world is an illusion, a painful one.

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To remember her, my god sister forever

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    Rest in peace Mernel...... you will always be fondly remembered

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