EMPTY :: Thursday, July 16, 2009, 00:20
changes, do everything change as time passes? i don't think so, something just wouldn't change, like a parents love for their children
today found out something which scares me out of my wits. 6 days school weeks! OMG. extra lessons on saturday.
anyway, most lessons were pretty boring didn't do much stuff, maths as usual, AWK chasing for homework.
tomorrow's physics and chinese. supposed to stay back today for higher chinese night study but decided to come home and do my work instead. going for next week's one.
need to try to catch up for physics and a maths, it like living hell for the two subjects and i seriously need to formulate my own way to deal with it, normal methods given by teachers wouldn't work. my mind too integrated to quantum, can't jump into classic, so that's why my physics sucks except the part where it concerns chemistry and that is temperature(:
there is more things for me to deal with, like studying for O's and stuff but i guess i'll let most of it runs on nature's course....don't wanna force it anymore.
it just doesn't feel right, doesn't it?
i'm sorry that i couldn't do anything to help you. you've been struggling, i can see from your face. family matters......it's not your fault. how i wish i could take the pain away from you. if only you've given me a chance as a friend, i could have tried my best. but i'll continue to watch by the side.....wishing you all the luck, stay happy. i don't wanna see you like that. i knew you'll get hurt but yet i understand why you chose that path, contradiction.....i understand. all i wish is to be able to interact, make friends with you again.
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
