EMPTY :: Saturday, August 01, 2009, 19:26
moonlight shining through the windows of my soul
chance, everyone has them, but most of the time we get to only do it once. if we didn't grab the chance or make use of it, it would most likely not comeback again. just like what happened to me. i've missed too many chances in my life but what can i do? nothing. so it's best to learn from it and not sit there and dwell on.
but there is one chance, that chance where i didn't take it and now it's making me having the BIGGEST regret in my entire life......i don't want to talk about it cos there's no point in doing that. i don't want people to read a post which is full of grieve. anyway, i'm skipping that.
today's lesson is basically just bio prep for SPA on tues. i found out the topic for it and i'm doing all my best NOT to screw it up cos my chem is already screwed. SPA file lost, 20% of the whole paper gone, so gotta make my grades for physics IMPROVE, i mean the theory part. i seriously suck at classical physics, i prefer quantum but too bad we got to learn classical physics first and i've made a mistake in that in primary school, i went to learn quantum, now i can't integrate back into the field of classical physics. just gotta see how much i can improve it by. for bio, i really need to ACE the whole paper, so for SPA i can't afford to screw it up. after bio, went back home and take a nap before going out with some of my friends.
and now i'm back. this will probably be the last day i used the comp for so long. from next week onwards, i'll just sign in to my messenger to see if any of my friends need help or what, other than that, i'll just leave my messenger signed in and continue to do my revision and work.
next sunday is national day. one of my friend ask me want to go party at don't know what club. i told him i'll see how first but most likely i'll not be going. i'll rather use the time to revise my work.
and by next week i'll see if had to go to army next year, hope i can postpone itor be completely exempted
i'll just have to leave part of it to nature and another part of it i'll have no choice but to fight for it.
as each day pass, i begin to miss you and love you even more
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
