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EMPTY :: Saturday, August 29, 2009, 17:27

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looking ahead in time, sometimes it's clear, other times it's foggy

now studying ss, first paper for prelims which is next week. been studying bio as there's lots of things to remember.
looking ahead after o's, it seemed unsure how would it become, i guess i'll have to believe.......
but i'll be loosening up myself after o's, that's for sure.
actually nothing much to do after o's, maybe go follow my friends go clubbing for a few time. recently rejected a few invitations for clubbing as it's either during prelims or close to o's, can't afford the time to club. i'm not really a person who clubs, maybe occasionally. i'll see what the future holds for me, it may be good, it may be bad. i don't know but i'll pray and believe it's good.
so besides studying and studying, guess there's nothing much else i can spend my time now, need to sacrifice the time now for a better time in future. okay, need to continue revising, blog some other time.

currently listening to a song while revising, realised that this song touched my heart deeply, there's the song title and it's lyrics.


Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a war
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down?
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands, tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose
What we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
(Oh, oh, oh)
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
'Cause baby, we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
(Fighting, fighting for)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield
A battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor
(Get your armor)
Get your armor

Why does love always feel like?
Why does love always feel like?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for
I never meant to start a war
Don't even know what we're fighting for


one moment i'm happy, another moment i'm feeling melancholic, am i thinking and worrying too much? all i know is ily

It all ended in a teardrop. Empty

THE LONESOME SOUL

Goh Benjamin


I watch, i feel, from there i learn....through the colours of the world, i paint a beautiful picture that is far from the ugliness of reality The world is an illusion, a painful one.

Wishes

You to be fine
Friends to be happy
To remember her, my god sister forever

World to be peaceful
And don't rip credits, thanks.

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  • Tommy

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    Rest in peace Mernel...... you will always be fondly remembered

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