EMPTY :: Friday, August 07, 2009, 20:23
i'll not miss it next time
finally did find a red shirt, so went to school with it. school's basically okay, enjoyed myself though. first time i've loosen that much, feels a little good.
after school, went to hub to get something for my sis before meeting her to accompany her to her photo-shoot which starts at 1500h cos her bf can't make it. on the way there, saw rayner, wy, yh and don't know who(can't remember the person's name) at hub. at first planning to buy lunch at subway but ended up going chijmes to have my lunch instead. and all these while i was thinking cos i missed the chance and such chance was hard to come by and i wish it would happen again.i should have asked you and the rest where are you all going so i can tag along to watch movies with you all, but i didn't, which i regretted and by the time i came back hub for a short while, i think you all were in the cinema already. a regret that i have
so i went to meet my sis earlier and just right she wanted to go the paragon to get some stuff for her photo-shoot. i waited for her about an hour or so then we decided to go to the changi to watch sunset. while watching, we talked and i found out how serious i was. she asked me to loosen up more so people will start to see the fun side of me. we also talked lots of stuff and i realise that i have lots to change and loosening up to do. oh well, i guess i'll have to loosen up quite a bit.
now i know why i'm labeled boring and being too serious plus protective. i guess too much of a good thing become bad, plus people don't see the 'fun' in me cos i hid it with my seriousness. sigh. lots to change, but i will do it. for the better, for the future. さみしです
for every rainy days, there will be a rainbow. thanks for helping me during my darkest hour even if you found me annoying, you still did help. thank you
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
