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EMPTY :: Monday, August 17, 2009, 21:56

only time will tell everything as it holds all the answers, but faith plays an important role in some situation

today's english oral was kinda screwed as it is the first time that an oral examiner can unsettle me till......
the atmosphere in the room was okay but what unsettled me was the eyes of one of the examiners cos i sort of knew her. i thought i can stand people staring daggers into my eyes but i was wrong for the very first time. reading was kinda screwed but i managed to regain my composure quite fast, only a few messy lines though. picture discussion was terrible, the atmosphere that time was at it's peak, it unsettled me so greatly that even i myself cannot figure out what am i saying. i do hope that i can get good results though.....and finally came the conversation when i was more prepared to face the two teachers that stared daggers into me, i didn't lose my composure and in the end, i managed to pull a feat out of my convo. lets just say i do hope i didn't screw the oral as bad as what i think.
lessons in the morning was otherwise okay only thing is wasted a period of amath cos i got to take my temperature a second time in the canteen. first time i took in class was 37.59 degrees, yes my thermometer can read to two decimal places. went down to canteen to rest a while before taking my temperature and viola! it went down to 37 degrees(:
tomorrow's there's pe and i have not really planned my game yet. i'm doing a one man show on that after asking mrs leong to allow me cos my game plan was different and no one wanted to do with me. (i'm weird, only mr. yeo knows the reason why). yea, that's about it.
i found a song, just found out an old song that fits my mood, it's a chinese song called fairytale in english, lyrics below

童话-光良
忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
哦...
一起写我们的结局

sometimes, time won't heal, not especially it has been hurt by......but nonetheless, keep a positive mindset

It all ended in a teardrop. Empty

THE LONESOME SOUL

Goh Benjamin


I watch, i feel, from there i learn....through the colours of the world, i paint a beautiful picture that is far from the ugliness of reality The world is an illusion, a painful one.

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You to be fine
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To remember her, my god sister forever

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