EMPTY :: Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 23:15
the clouds once again shone with radiance, an angel, a guardian angel ascended and it's here to protect you, i'll protect you my dear, never forsake you
today left school early to go and attend dear sis 1st death anniversary....stayed there for a while. actually it's supposed to be in the morning but i told her parents to push back till the afternoon, so skipped one period of humanities.
just a few days back, i've heard a stupid rumor, don't know how people managed to make it up though.....they thought i've dated win teng before and we broke off and are patching back again. it's like rofl. i don't even like win teng, so there is no chance i'll love her. i currently love only one person and that person is........nah, not revealing anything, maybe just two words: my dear. go figure out who it is.
to my schoolmates or anyone that knows win teng: we NEVER dated and i'm NOT in love with her or any of that sort(that also applies to the patching back up, which is obviously so UNTRUE).....some people really have too much imagination or they really got nothing better to do to make up this horrible rumors. so what if she's kinda pretty? so what? i don't go for people with looks, it's the feeling that counts. IF i'm a person who go for looks, i'll now either be with some people who looks pretty. but nah, i'm not that type.....for me it's the feelings, not looks or whatsoever and that is why i love my dear so much. i truly love her for who she is. some people tried to ask me to give up, citing lots and of reasons that she's mad or mentally unsound but i still don't care, i don't find her like what some people have said and if you all do think otherwise, then no point trying to persuade me cos i love her for who she is, no matter what happen, i'll never forsake her. she might not be the prettiest, she might not be the smartest but i love her just for who she is. i've said before, it's the imperfection-ism that makes a person perfect.
call me weird or whatever you want but i'm just like that. i'm different.....i look things in a different way and i think differently from others(well most of the time i do think differently) only those who knows me well will know how am i like cos people always mis-interpret who am i.
so yeah, here to clear some air just in case some people might think that whatever they are hearing about me and win teng is true. this rumor is the weirdest one i've ever heard that involved me.
have been missing you for a long time, my dear.......been thinking of you, most of the time i can't sleep cos i'm missing you badly, hope to see you soon. take care my dear, i'll always be by your side. ily
as long as we love truly and bravely, we'll be alright
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
