EMPTY :: Saturday, October 17, 2009, 23:16
looking at the midnight sky, the moon and the stars
i've done something very stupid that i kinda regret it....
oh well, but i'm not gonna talk about it.
later, soon i'll be going for another walk. i need some serene scenery like the stars up there to calm me.
done super little amount of revision today, will make up tomorrow.
the last time i saw something, something which i don't know am i right. if i am, then that's good. if not, i'll just have to continue searching for it.
the walks are quite meaningful, always ending somewhere, though the same place but a place to rest, to sit and admire the stars, a place to be free of worries.
revision is so far so good. time sure flies, now it's nearly time for us to sit for our O's. i'll be aiming high, try to get into at least nyjc, and if can, something higher like acjc.
time is very short, chose to continue with O's when i can actually skip it when i was in sec 3. but oh well, memories here and after O's then we can see if i have indeed made the right or wrong decision to stay in mf.
sometimes i feel like giving up, like all the hopes, faith and believes will come to naught but the other side of me still continue to believe, to have faith and to have hope. been living on that since. yes, i'm not the type to give up easily, not the type to do that type of things.
22nd oct is the O level practical, though it doesn't concern me but i'm here to wish everyone taking it all the best. next week almost everyday got to go school for consultation with teachers, must make use of it.
times when it seemed the opposite, times when it's real. i can somehow always feel the real one, the opposite one i somehow know that it isn't real. scary huh. maybe it had been quite a while....quite a while since it started. my "gut feeling" seems to always be right though sometimes i chose not to believe it and ending up regretting.
and these few weeks practically have no time to go out to enjoy with friends, either at home on facebook for a while and doing my revision, if not i'll be out for a walk usually late at night. life's a little boring now but have no choice, anyway this will last for only for a week or two so i got to just bear with it.
to all those taking O's, all the best! gambatte!
how are you my dear? hope everything is alright. will always be right beside you
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
