EMPTY :: Thursday, October 08, 2009, 22:35
as the raindrops falls, i looked up into the sky and think, "when will it stop?"
today was kinda screwed. did some work though, and the whole day i was only able to complete a small chunk of a math. nothing else but a maths. kinda have no choice though, O's are just around the corner, soon enough we'll be sitting for our papers. i'm banging on my two maths, chem and bio. so need constant practice.
listening to a chinese song which is kinda meaningful. it came from a show in 2003, 6 years back and that's the nicest show i'd ever watched.
i don't know why but these few days, it had been raining for a while and every time when it rained, i kinda looked out of the window...maybe not window but the door since i sit quite close to it. as the droplets of rain fall, i begin to wonder, i begin to think......well i kinda like the rain, don't know why either. just like it.
later i'll be going for my night walks again. why do i take such late night walks? it's just to relax and think, as i walked, i looked up into the sky, staring at the stars, maybe once in a while hoping that a meteor will come along so i can make a wish. just a simple wish though. though my walks always seemed futile, but i kinda feel the other way round. i just need to see something with my eyes but that thing isn't there.....so yeah, basically just take a straight path and see where it'll lead me to. life journey's the same, we walked our path, sometimes crossing others path and ending up walking together. it just seemed unpredictable isn't it?
since tomorrow there's no school, gonna take another midnight walk again. i'll not stop, maybe for now, never stop till i get to see the thing i want to see. basically it's just some 8 alphanumeric code and a few extras.
the song i've been listening these few days is a song called 为明天. here's the lyrics
当昨天画上句点
何不就让它悄悄无言
看今天更光鲜
别忘了还有明天
选你将来的志愿
一步步再慢慢去实现
不管路有多远有多险有多倦
在那很美很炫的童话境界
我还拿着青蛙王子的剑
来披荆斩棘驱恶除奸这感人画面
为幸福为明天
梦不一定要实现
心就会有更辽阔空间
用想象才能够飞得高飞得远
当昨天画上句点
何不就让它悄悄无言
看今天更光鲜
别忘了还有明天
选你将来的志愿
一步步再慢慢去实现
不管路有多远有多险有多倦
在这无悔无怨的内心世界
我遇见了美丽丑陋的脸
和酸甜苦辣意义长篇
但是我情愿为感动为明天
痛虽然有深有浅
泪擦干那就会好一点
风虽然看不见
但自由无极限
today also talked to wy during hcl, basically just to understand something but ending up gotten misunderstood. was trying to help....oh well, i'll see where i can help and somethings happened during english, so yea, today isn't a very good day. and i'll not be always blogging, will cut it to maybe once a week...sometimes even longer. need to use the time for my revision. today didn't really revise anything as i was feeling kinda.......you can called it down because of somethings.
i'll believe, i'll have faith. from the very start when you asked me to have faith, i'll always have it. believe...always believing in you.
all days are nights to see till I see thee, and nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.
i think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.
i'll wait patiently.
take care my dear, i'll always be by your side
as the angels came, i told them "i have a wish and that is being able to protect my loved ones, including you, my dear"
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
