EMPTY :: Wednesday, October 28, 2009, 19:51
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living all in hope
forget about me saying i'll blog after O's.
my O's are screwed, kinda if i don't do well for the rest of my subjects. ):
i screwed my maths paper 2 very badly....lose lots of marks because i have no time to do. the very first time that happened to me. all along i always have the time to finish but this time i just didn't finish. gonna do badly for my maths.
now no choice, need to rely on my chem and bio, and pray that my cmi subjects a maths and physics can score decently for me to get to a jc. any jc also can and i can't go to a poly cos the course i want to take is at uni and i believe i can score well for my a levels. if i can't even get into the worse jc, i'll......i'll have to repeat a year....not exactly repeat. my parents would most probably enroll me into a private school for me to retake my O's next year IF i cannot make it to any jc(and i dread that because that will mean wasting another year). it's do or die now. this year have been real bad, lots of things happened last year end and when just i thought that 2009 will be a good year, it isn't. it has been a bad year for me. sigh. i'll just have to put in my best. i still have the chance to at least get into nyjc or squeeze into any jc, but it's gonna be difficult. this is just so screwed.
after the maths paper walked to hub with benedict, somehow somewhere he disappear just before we reached the junction(near blk 201 there, going towards hub) and i tracked back to see if he's playing some games. nope, didn't see him. sms-ed him to ask where is he and he didn't reply. -.-"
he took like 10-15 minutes to reply and by then he say he at the central stop a. oh my.......took me so long to noticed him disappearing way ahead of me. oh well, saw him and we walked to hub, i grab my stuff and then off i went back home. hope tomorrow and friday's a maths paper will be easy....seriously. can't afford to screw any of my papers anymore, need to squeeze in to a jc at least.
believe in everything
no wonder i've been feeling down lately, it's because you're feeling down too. sigh, how i hope i can help to ease the sufferings you had. there is one quote that is very nice, gonna post it after O's. the quote is: "i can't promise that i can solve all your problems but i can promise that you won't have to go through them alone"
i hate it, why can't i help you? hope you're feeling fine my dear...really hope you are cos everytime when i hear of you being sad, i can't help it but to blame myself why i can't help you...take care my dear, ily
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