EMPTY :: Wednesday, October 14, 2009, 06:38
my existence is justified by you
just a short update before i run off to school, these few days was kinda hectic, doing papers like there's no tomorrow. guess this is the last 2 weeks to do all that i can and then we all can have a good break. should i go for a cruise after O's? hmm....i don't know yet. maybe i'll be going but definitely not during the december as there'll be an event which i'll be going with cc and some other people...will be going on nov then. but oh well.....lets see how well i can prepare for O's.
i know.....i knew that all of it was a facade, difficult to break through that barrier though i somehow managed to. things are so complex now....at times i'm able to do at least 2 sets of papers but at times when things are so bad, i can't even finish one. sigh.....learning how to convert those energy for productive use. i'll be aiming high though...so yeah, kinda have confidence.
missing her a lot....wonder how's she's doing now. too bad i don't have the ability to read minds if not things would have been much easier.
i might not get to see you as often as i'd like, i may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart i know that it's true. no matter what happens... i will always love you.
i've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. talking to my heart and trying to explain. why sometimes i catch myself wondering what might have been. yes i do think about you, every now and then.
before i sleep and after i wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. so, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. i miss you.
and somehow there is a quote that does fit someone, not me though...and the quote goes like this: you asked me what was wrong, i smiled and said nothing, when you turned around and a tear came down and i whispered to myself... everything is.
guess that's for for now.....gotta run.
imy.
every day, every night, the thoughts of you descended into my mind. imy
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
