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EMPTY :: Thursday, May 27, 2010, 02:28

Of all days this week, i hated today.
Now i'm having insomnia and can't sleep. Guess i'll stay awake the whole night.

The world will never be the same again. It's just so unfair on how things turn out. I've been good, i've done my work, i've done this and i've done that. I've kept all my promises, yet this is the outcome.....i just hope this is a figment of the nightmare i'm having, and i pray for it to leave me soon.
it's just so hurting. did you forget what i've told you last august? i confessed, and i made promises to you. i've kept them and always try to deliver what i can. i've done so much, sacrifice a lot for you because it's all worthwhile. but now the situation looks bad, i really hope it'll turn good soon. i've kept all mum in habbo when ravin asked you to be his gf( i hope it's only on habbo). do you know how much it hurts so much just because i lose to him in terms of money? this is just so unfair. he hasn't done much and you agreed to his request on the spot. i don't know what to say anymore but i really love you a lot yh. you've saved my life once, so it's now your choice whether i die or not. i only left with you in this world. i have nothing but you left...
I hope everything will turn out fine.

It all ended in a teardrop. Empty

THE LONESOME SOUL

Goh Benjamin


I watch, i feel, from there i learn....through the colours of the world, i paint a beautiful picture that is far from the ugliness of reality The world is an illusion, a painful one.

Wishes

You to be fine
Friends to be happy
To remember her, my god sister forever

World to be peaceful
And don't rip credits, thanks.

Friendships that I treasure..

  • Fan Ying Han
  • Mernel Koh Min Er
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  • Yang Wen Yi
  • Cheryl Tan
  • Lim Cheng Chuan
  • Lee Jia En
  • Tan Jun Wei Zack
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  • Benedict Tan
  • Jean
  • Stella Ang
  • Bob Leong
  • Tommy

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    Rest In Peace......my friend
    Mernel Koh Min Er(许敏儿)

    Rest in peace Mernel...... you will always be fondly remembered

    Passed away on 30th September 2008(1993-2008)