EMPTY :: Monday, December 27, 2010, 08:49
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Maybe i'm just thinking too much about some stuff, here and there. I'll stop it then.
Boxing day wasn't great.......
Apparently they went out but didn't ask me at all.
I was pondering, all the past outings we have together when i went with them, do they sincerely want me to come. It doesn't seem the case, looking at how they didn't ask me whether i could come or not.
How i wish i could always join them.......is it so difficult of a thing to ask? It's not like i just know you ppl for a while. It has been a long time.
You always asked me for basketball, lan and stuff but why don't you also ask me whether i could go with you ppl. It seems you'll invite me only for basketball, lan and nothing else.
You'd always ask me not to be home all the time when i didn't want to go basketball or lan with you and other bunch of friends. The thing is, someone did asked me once why i'm always at home. I didn't know how to answer them cos the answer is brutally cold: No one bothered to ask me out.
I know i have an uber small social circle, not like others, which is why those who are in are considered one of my very good friend. Yet, even if they are considered, i always wondered whether i'm their friend or not cos when the group have an outing, most of the time i was never asked whether i could come. You ppl just forget about me, like i didn't exist at all.
Main matters on hand, i need to stop thinking about stuff now.
All in all, I just want to know: why no one wanted to ask me whether i'm free during boxing day?
Why can't i go out with you ppl.......
It all ended in a teardrop. Empty
